I typed this on: December 8, 2010
I am about to go friggin crazy. I am tired of everything in my life going bad. I have no job, no vehicle, the bills are behind. Nothing is going like it needs to. I know everyone says that their life is bad or nothing goes right, but until you have been in their shoes you have nothing to say about what they complain about. I have been down alot of hard roads in life, I have mad a lot of mistakes and I have been through alot of shit that nobody will ever know about or even begin to understand. Some people don't realize they have the finer things in life. I have my kids, yes, but what good is having kids that I can't see as much as I want to. Since I have moved I am far away from them and I have no freaking way of getting them as much as I want.
I am just so depressed and I am tired of trying to talk or explain what is wrong with me. It is everyone's choice on whether they really wanna know wassup or not. They can read this or they can skip over it, either way it wouldn't matter to me. With Christmas coming up, I dunno if my kids will even have a Christmas. If we are behind on everything as it is, how in the hell are we going to be able to afford for them? I am tired of trying to borrow money or asking people for money because it is always thrown up in our faces from other people on how we always depend on other people. I am sick of the shit. Who has never depended on anyone else at one point in their life? I am going to try and keep up a daily blog on here even though this blog spot is bs, but hey, at least I can get some things off my chest, since I can't even afford to go to my therapy sessions anymore.
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