Ugh, I love craig to death but I am just sick and tired of a lot of things. He is constantly taking me for granted. I try so hard to make him happy and make sure the house is fairly clean, but it seems like no matter how hard I try and get past my pain, everything I do just goes unappreciated.
I try so hard to make this marriage work and I love him to death but I am tired of being taken for granted. He lets things pile up and everything until I do it. I am just sick and tired of being used. I understand that he works and everything, but I am the one doing the cleaning while in pain and putting up with all the bullshit from him. I want the things I do to be recognized at least the slightest bit.
I am just so tired and I want things to go right for once. I need to take before and after pictures but that probably won't do no good at all. Anyways, I have done enough venting right now, I am going to go and clean to get my mind off of things. Craig's kids are already fighting and arguing and I don't know how much more of that I can put up with or stand. I love them to death, but my word. Anyways, bye for now.
