Going Crazy

Written on January 7, 2011

I swear, my ex husband is about to get all my damn nerves. My oldest son doesn't listen worth a crap and he gets that from his dad. Their dad sent them with $25 bucks a piece to buy them some boots. They bought the boots they wanted and their dad bitched at me, and I told him it was the boots they wanted, he said well if they really wanted them. Yeah, they through fits for them. I don't have much money anyways, but I got highly pissed off because Xavier's toes was poking out the end of his shoes, I got so mad over that and bought him a new pair of shoes to wear. I told Victor about it and he said yeah, I knew they were to small, but I just haven't had time to getting around to getting him some new shoes.

I was like WTF!?!?! How can you not have time to get the kids shoes when they are needed? My boys shouldn't have to wear shoes that are to small for their feet. Victor doesn't work, but he does live in a household where he doesn't have to pay any bills at all. That just drove me crazy! That can cause feet deformation and all kinds of other things to go wrong with the body as long as causing infection. Victor sent Joshua with no coat but a hoodie and sent Xavier over, as usual, with no freaking socks and a coat that is getting to small for him. I love my kids to death but they really need to come and live with me. We all went grocery shopping a little bit, so the boys got what they wanted to eat, which is always normal.

Xavier didn't cry at all about coming over and I was so happy. I love both of my boys like crazy and it tares me up for one to come over and not the other one. Joshua is an all out mommas boy, he does get upset when he don't get his way though. Anyways, I guess I have talked to much. I will post more tomorrow. :)