I got my sister and mother some mother's day cards and I am going to type what they say on here so I will never forget.
My Sisters Says:
Dear Sister,
I was thinking about you today and, as always, that made me very happy. I remembered so many of our wonderful talks and all the things we've shared, and I just wanted to tell you how much you mean to me and how glad I am that you're part of my life.....
Inside it Reads:
You're the best sister anyone could ever have and I hope you're very happy too on Mother's Day and every day!!!
I put a personalized note on it as well.
Moms Card Reads:
From the two of us, Mom
There are many words to describe a mom but one word will do, a mom is love
The inside says:
To tell you that you're very dear to both of us, and to wish you all the joys of a wonderful Mother's Day. Enjoy
It has a personalized message with it as well.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
This Week
I have been through so much crap this past week it ain't even funny. I called my nuerosurgeon and asked if I could reschedule and it turns out that I am not able to reschedule until my pcp (primary care physician) clears me of staph and MRSA so that I can reschedule. So, I had to make a dr's appt for Wed and I went to my pcp to get the tests ran and I have to wait until Monday for the results. Then I had therapy yesterday and I found out that my therapist is friggin 8 months pregnant almost. I was like wtf? How in the hell did I miss that? I have been going to see here for a few months now. She is just a little bit chubby, but that is it. She doesn't have a round belly or anything to that nature, so how was I supposed to know that she is pregnant. Lol. This is her first and she is having a little boy. I think that is so adorable. I told her boys are great to have for your first. :) I told her I went from having 2 of them to having 4 when I got married.
I am glad my therapist finally got my records in from Newport. It took them a long fucking time to get my records and that took me snapping at fucking Newport over that bs. I am out of my bi-polar meds which sucks ass, so I have been a bitch lately. I have to have 4 visits with this therapist before she will make a dr appt to get my meds. It is fucking crazy!!! Craig is getting the worse end of it. Oh, speaking of Craig, we went to subway the other day and they got his sandwhich wrong and he took that shit out on me and he threatened to beat the hell out of me right in the middle of WAL-MART, I mean wtf?!?! I grabbed my wallet and walked the fuck out. I put up with shit like that from my first husband and I told Craig before we even got married that I am not going to put up with that shit from any man. So, I went out in the car and I left, about 30 mins to an hour Craig found out where I parked the car and then he yelled at me and so on and so forth and then he got over it and appologized. I told him that I had warned him and that was me warning him that, that will never happen again or I am gone for good.
Ok, on another note I went to my nephew, Aisea's graduation last night. It was awesome. He was jumping up and down because he had to go potty. He held it for a long time, I am so proud of him. I won't be able to get my boys for Mother's Day, because their daddy has them in Batesville still. They aren't allowed at Jacksonport just yet and it is driving me nuts. I miss my kids and I can't call to check on them or talk to them because their dad gets pissy about his phone mins. We got a new puppy yesterday, we named her Precious, she is a siberian husky mix. She is so adorable and sweet. She will be 7 weeks old tomorrow (Saturday). She has one blue eye and one brown eye. I will have to take pics of her. I will be going to mom and dads on Sunday for Mother's Day. I got my sis and my mom a mother's day card a piece and I bet they will cry when they read them. My sister started crying when she seen how much pain I was in sitting through my nephews graduation. I was hurting so bad and holding back so many tears, but I finally made it through. I have a feeling if this pain keeps up I am going to have to up my meds which I definently don't want to do. Wednesday was Kimi's birthday. I forgot how old she is, but the only present she got from family was a niece, which is awesome. I took her out to eat, got her a birthday card, and bought her a tinkerbell balloon. She loves tinkerbell. She couldn't thank me enough for all of that. She is supposed to be having a birthday party tonight, but I honestly don't see that happening.
Anyways, I think that is enough about me. I will try to blog more and update everyone on everything. Happy Mother's Day to everyone!!!
I am glad my therapist finally got my records in from Newport. It took them a long fucking time to get my records and that took me snapping at fucking Newport over that bs. I am out of my bi-polar meds which sucks ass, so I have been a bitch lately. I have to have 4 visits with this therapist before she will make a dr appt to get my meds. It is fucking crazy!!! Craig is getting the worse end of it. Oh, speaking of Craig, we went to subway the other day and they got his sandwhich wrong and he took that shit out on me and he threatened to beat the hell out of me right in the middle of WAL-MART, I mean wtf?!?! I grabbed my wallet and walked the fuck out. I put up with shit like that from my first husband and I told Craig before we even got married that I am not going to put up with that shit from any man. So, I went out in the car and I left, about 30 mins to an hour Craig found out where I parked the car and then he yelled at me and so on and so forth and then he got over it and appologized. I told him that I had warned him and that was me warning him that, that will never happen again or I am gone for good.
Ok, on another note I went to my nephew, Aisea's graduation last night. It was awesome. He was jumping up and down because he had to go potty. He held it for a long time, I am so proud of him. I won't be able to get my boys for Mother's Day, because their daddy has them in Batesville still. They aren't allowed at Jacksonport just yet and it is driving me nuts. I miss my kids and I can't call to check on them or talk to them because their dad gets pissy about his phone mins. We got a new puppy yesterday, we named her Precious, she is a siberian husky mix. She is so adorable and sweet. She will be 7 weeks old tomorrow (Saturday). She has one blue eye and one brown eye. I will have to take pics of her. I will be going to mom and dads on Sunday for Mother's Day. I got my sis and my mom a mother's day card a piece and I bet they will cry when they read them. My sister started crying when she seen how much pain I was in sitting through my nephews graduation. I was hurting so bad and holding back so many tears, but I finally made it through. I have a feeling if this pain keeps up I am going to have to up my meds which I definently don't want to do. Wednesday was Kimi's birthday. I forgot how old she is, but the only present she got from family was a niece, which is awesome. I took her out to eat, got her a birthday card, and bought her a tinkerbell balloon. She loves tinkerbell. She couldn't thank me enough for all of that. She is supposed to be having a birthday party tonight, but I honestly don't see that happening.
Anyways, I think that is enough about me. I will try to blog more and update everyone on everything. Happy Mother's Day to everyone!!!
Monday, May 2, 2011
Updates On Me
Ugh, I have been needing to blog for the past week. My life has been so hectic it is pathetic. I just feel so drained anymore. Why the hell do Tyler Perry movies always get to me? I am ready to toss all these dogs outside and shove a sock in the guys mouths. Jacksonport got evacuated so Victor are taken my boys to Amy's parents house, I don't approve of it at all and I am gonna get my kids one way or the fucking other. Lord, I mean this crap is really irritating me. I have been in a pissy mood for the past few days. Anyways, here is an update.
Sunday the 24th we drove all the way to Killeen, TX to get Jayme and we got back home Monday the 25th at about 10 am. I was swollen so bad that my legs were draining, it was pitiful and horrible. I drove more than halfway there and back. I wasn't supposed to, but I did. I about passed out a few times. Grandma protected us through it all. She let the storms bypass us or us bypass the storms. We heard all about tornadoes but thank the Lord we didn't run into any storms at all. It didn't start raining until we were home for good. Wednesday I went to go and have back surgery and they got me in there and prepped me and everything and I woke up suffocating from the tube that they had down my throat. They had the cover over my hand and as I was trying to signal to them that I couldn't breathe, I was finally able to move my hand and when I did the tape caught onto the cover and came out of my hand and they tried saying that I ripped it out, which I know for a fact that I didn't. Also, I am wondering why my breasts where exposed. That I don't understand at all. I felt the cold gloved hand on my bare breast. I was dirty and wet when they brought me back to the room so I had to shower and clean myself up. I felt so embarrassed over that. I called today to reschedule, I was actually able to start talking this past Saturday from the tube being down my throat. I haven't felt right since then at all. I have blacked out or passed out 2 times that I know of. I dunno if my bp is to low or my sugar is. I haven't gotten a clue. I have been trying to eat.
I have been getting nauseated. I can literally say I have smoked 1 full cigarette since we got home on Monday. I haven't had a smoke since Thursday. My chest is still killing me and I dunno why, but I thank the Lord that no smoking has came out of the deal. The smell of it makes me sick as well. Anyways, I hope and pray that they can get me scheduled for surgery asap. My pre-screen is only good for 30 days. This time I am going to try to wear my pull up until I get to the room for surgery. I should hear something tomorrow on rescheduling. Okay, enough about that.
Well, I hope and pray that Craig's other job calls him tomorrow and tells him to start ASAP. If it wasn't for my sister we wouldn't have enough to finish paying rent or even have gas money. I really wish I could get school money. I am already failing this class because my stupid ass teacher doesn't want anything to do with me or anything, I am guessing. I have im'd here and even sent her e-mails. I was like wtf!?!?! Anyways, I am going to blog more tomorrow.
Sunday the 24th we drove all the way to Killeen, TX to get Jayme and we got back home Monday the 25th at about 10 am. I was swollen so bad that my legs were draining, it was pitiful and horrible. I drove more than halfway there and back. I wasn't supposed to, but I did. I about passed out a few times. Grandma protected us through it all. She let the storms bypass us or us bypass the storms. We heard all about tornadoes but thank the Lord we didn't run into any storms at all. It didn't start raining until we were home for good. Wednesday I went to go and have back surgery and they got me in there and prepped me and everything and I woke up suffocating from the tube that they had down my throat. They had the cover over my hand and as I was trying to signal to them that I couldn't breathe, I was finally able to move my hand and when I did the tape caught onto the cover and came out of my hand and they tried saying that I ripped it out, which I know for a fact that I didn't. Also, I am wondering why my breasts where exposed. That I don't understand at all. I felt the cold gloved hand on my bare breast. I was dirty and wet when they brought me back to the room so I had to shower and clean myself up. I felt so embarrassed over that. I called today to reschedule, I was actually able to start talking this past Saturday from the tube being down my throat. I haven't felt right since then at all. I have blacked out or passed out 2 times that I know of. I dunno if my bp is to low or my sugar is. I haven't gotten a clue. I have been trying to eat.
I have been getting nauseated. I can literally say I have smoked 1 full cigarette since we got home on Monday. I haven't had a smoke since Thursday. My chest is still killing me and I dunno why, but I thank the Lord that no smoking has came out of the deal. The smell of it makes me sick as well. Anyways, I hope and pray that they can get me scheduled for surgery asap. My pre-screen is only good for 30 days. This time I am going to try to wear my pull up until I get to the room for surgery. I should hear something tomorrow on rescheduling. Okay, enough about that.
Well, I hope and pray that Craig's other job calls him tomorrow and tells him to start ASAP. If it wasn't for my sister we wouldn't have enough to finish paying rent or even have gas money. I really wish I could get school money. I am already failing this class because my stupid ass teacher doesn't want anything to do with me or anything, I am guessing. I have im'd here and even sent her e-mails. I was like wtf!?!?! Anyways, I am going to blog more tomorrow.
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