I am so sick and tired of being in pain. I am always in pain and the days that I am not in pain, I end up in lots of pain just by doing simple stuff. I don't know how much more I can handle. I have been constantly cleaning up every day for the last 2 weeks and I can't literally do it anymore.
Our puppy pooped everywhere within the first hour she was out of the crate this afternoon. I swear she shit 10 times within an hours time. To solve the pooping problem, I finally had to give her away to someone that I know will take good care of her and her have her own big back yard to run and play in and she can poop whereever she wants to and she is back with the other two of my pups that I had given to my friend here while back.
I am literally in so much pain from constantly bending over to pick up or clean up poop or vacuuming or steam cleaning or even leaning over to put dishes in the dishwasher. I can't handle this stuff much more. I wish surgery would hurry up and come on. My youngest son is going to his daddy's on Monday. After the 4th I am going to have nothing but non stop appointments and then the Monday after that I am going to have surgery that morning of the 11th. I am excited, I just hope and pray that all my sores hurry up and heal up.
I am using two different kinds of soaps to heal myself up, my other problem is I am rubbed raw, but I can heal quicker from being rubbed raw than having sores on me, due to my immune system. Anyways, please everyone pray for me, I really want to be healed up skin wise so that I can definently have my surgery on July 11th.
Friday, June 24, 2011
What Goes Around, Comes Around...
Well, as most of you have read, this is going to be an update to the topic Stupid B*tch! DHS came to my house yet again yesterday and the DHS worker said is it me or is this house even cleaner than what it was before? I told him, yes, it is a lot more white than what it was before. He told me the reason why he was there again was for the follow up that way if anyone else was to call anonymously about this bs again more than likely it won't be bothered with again. That don't bother me at all.
This time I felt like something might have been up though. He was asking me about my kids and he said neither one of them live with you, am I right, and I said what?! Yes, my youngest son pretty much lives with me. He said where is your oldest at, who has custody. I said I have joint custody with their father and he has the oldest. He said, hmm, ok. He said do you mind if I talk to your son for a minute, and I told him sure go right on ahead. He went outside and asked Joshua a few questions and then came in and asked my husband and I a few questions.
He asked about the pen in the back yard for the dogs and we told him about the leak that is under the trailer or somewhere that is causing the soil to be all mushy and stuff and we don't want the dogs getting something much less coming in muddy every night where I am going to have to end up washing them. He said yeah, he understood that. Well, he said before he left that we shouldn't have to worry about him coming back and that if anyone called about us again it would have to be worse than what had been called on us before for them to take it seriously.
After he left, we asked Josh what all they talked about, and Josh said he asked me who cleans the house and he said I told him you did mom even though you aren't supposed to. He said he asked me what happens to me when I get into trouble and he said nothing really. They just take it away from me. He said does your house normally look like this and Josh said yeah and that mommy hasn't been feeling to good so she let it go for a few days. He also asked Josh if we scream or yell at him or anything and Josh told him no.
Him asking Josh all these questions made me feel like someone was trying to say that I abused my kids which LORD knows I would never do. I may get frustrated with them at times, but by no means am I going to beat them or anything to that nature. Anyways, my husbands ex is in for a rude ass awakening. We have an attorney, she also has been pushing child support further and hubby got a letter in the mail if he didn't pay this amount or that amount that he would be going to jail. It was getting held out of his check, but wtf ever we went ahead and paid that bullshit as well. I hope karma gets this bitch and fucking gets her good. I am tired of all her bullshit and drama. If I was my old self I would have done beat that bitches ass.
This time I felt like something might have been up though. He was asking me about my kids and he said neither one of them live with you, am I right, and I said what?! Yes, my youngest son pretty much lives with me. He said where is your oldest at, who has custody. I said I have joint custody with their father and he has the oldest. He said, hmm, ok. He said do you mind if I talk to your son for a minute, and I told him sure go right on ahead. He went outside and asked Joshua a few questions and then came in and asked my husband and I a few questions.
He asked about the pen in the back yard for the dogs and we told him about the leak that is under the trailer or somewhere that is causing the soil to be all mushy and stuff and we don't want the dogs getting something much less coming in muddy every night where I am going to have to end up washing them. He said yeah, he understood that. Well, he said before he left that we shouldn't have to worry about him coming back and that if anyone called about us again it would have to be worse than what had been called on us before for them to take it seriously.
After he left, we asked Josh what all they talked about, and Josh said he asked me who cleans the house and he said I told him you did mom even though you aren't supposed to. He said he asked me what happens to me when I get into trouble and he said nothing really. They just take it away from me. He said does your house normally look like this and Josh said yeah and that mommy hasn't been feeling to good so she let it go for a few days. He also asked Josh if we scream or yell at him or anything and Josh told him no.
Him asking Josh all these questions made me feel like someone was trying to say that I abused my kids which LORD knows I would never do. I may get frustrated with them at times, but by no means am I going to beat them or anything to that nature. Anyways, my husbands ex is in for a rude ass awakening. We have an attorney, she also has been pushing child support further and hubby got a letter in the mail if he didn't pay this amount or that amount that he would be going to jail. It was getting held out of his check, but wtf ever we went ahead and paid that bullshit as well. I hope karma gets this bitch and fucking gets her good. I am tired of all her bullshit and drama. If I was my old self I would have done beat that bitches ass.
Monday, June 20, 2011
Stupid Bitch!!!
I am sorry I started the title off like that, but my day has been hectic. I have been hurting like a mofo. I have had homework to do and I have been cleaning really badly. I try to do stuff to get my mind off the pain and when the pain subsides a little bit I start cleaning like crazy. Today I have been over doing it. Well, I started hurting really badly and I had a major migraine and I told my husband that I was going to go and lay down. I was asleep maybe 30 mins and I heard a mans voice and the dogs started barking. I was like WTF??? I started seeing these flashes of light and I was like wth, I thought my son was playing with my new digi cam. As I was fixing to get up, hubby came in there and turned on the bedroom light and said a guy was there from DHS.
I was like wth, why? The DHS worker said they got an anonymous tip that our house was horrible and not liveable and that there was dog shit and piss everywhere in the house and that we never clean and that our trash cans in the house were over flowing and every dish in the house was dirty, we supposidly have no food, our bathroom and tub supposidly had human feces all in it, we also supposidly owned a vicious pit bull and a vicious rotweiler. When I was being told this crap, I was like OMG, how can she make up so much shit and think she can get away with it.
The DHS worker said who? I told him my husbands ex wife. I said when she don't get her way, she tries everything she can possible to get even more. The stupid bitch is even trying to get my fucking car saying that he purchased it while they were still together and all this bs. Stupid cunt, I bought that car in 2006, it has been in my first married name, and no man is going to get it or no ex gf or ex wife for that matter. She can try to get him for everything that he owns and guess what, haha, that is a laptop and clothes. She also lied and said that he was working 2 really good jobs and he was supposidly bringing home over 600 dollars a week.
Anyways, back to the DHS worker, he was taking pictures to prove that there is NOTHING wrong with the living conditions in my home and that it IS NOT unsuitable for children or adults to be living here. He also took a picture of our dogs, which none of them are rottie's or pit bulls and the dogs that we have are no where near close to vicious. He literally took pictures of everything to prove that nothing was nasty, not even the ferret cage was nasty. Everything is dusted and the only thing that stinks in here was the scrapes I had sitting on the counter that I took out of the fridge last night to throw away.
I just think it is so funny that hubby's ex made her own damn self look like a fool. Her dumbass has never been in my home nor will she ever be allowed in my home after all this shit she has pulled. The DHS worker even asked my son if our house always looks like this and he said yeah. He said the puppy, Precious, will normally go potty in the bathroom, but mommy cleans that up when she isn't hurting. He said what is wrong with your mommy, he said she had back surgery and she is having surgery again in a few weeks. Nothing else was said and he went on his marry little way.
I was like wth, why? The DHS worker said they got an anonymous tip that our house was horrible and not liveable and that there was dog shit and piss everywhere in the house and that we never clean and that our trash cans in the house were over flowing and every dish in the house was dirty, we supposidly have no food, our bathroom and tub supposidly had human feces all in it, we also supposidly owned a vicious pit bull and a vicious rotweiler. When I was being told this crap, I was like OMG, how can she make up so much shit and think she can get away with it.
The DHS worker said who? I told him my husbands ex wife. I said when she don't get her way, she tries everything she can possible to get even more. The stupid bitch is even trying to get my fucking car saying that he purchased it while they were still together and all this bs. Stupid cunt, I bought that car in 2006, it has been in my first married name, and no man is going to get it or no ex gf or ex wife for that matter. She can try to get him for everything that he owns and guess what, haha, that is a laptop and clothes. She also lied and said that he was working 2 really good jobs and he was supposidly bringing home over 600 dollars a week.
Anyways, back to the DHS worker, he was taking pictures to prove that there is NOTHING wrong with the living conditions in my home and that it IS NOT unsuitable for children or adults to be living here. He also took a picture of our dogs, which none of them are rottie's or pit bulls and the dogs that we have are no where near close to vicious. He literally took pictures of everything to prove that nothing was nasty, not even the ferret cage was nasty. Everything is dusted and the only thing that stinks in here was the scrapes I had sitting on the counter that I took out of the fridge last night to throw away.
I just think it is so funny that hubby's ex made her own damn self look like a fool. Her dumbass has never been in my home nor will she ever be allowed in my home after all this shit she has pulled. The DHS worker even asked my son if our house always looks like this and he said yeah. He said the puppy, Precious, will normally go potty in the bathroom, but mommy cleans that up when she isn't hurting. He said what is wrong with your mommy, he said she had back surgery and she is having surgery again in a few weeks. Nothing else was said and he went on his marry little way.
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