More Blogging

Yeah, I think that I am way to used to blogging anymore. I have two sites to blog on, and it is this one and live journal. I have had a lot of things bother me here lately and I honestly don't know where or where not to start. I am loving my job tremendously and I can't believe how much I am in love with it. I guess the main thing is that I am afraid that my family will find out what I am doing but in the same sense I am a grown ass adult and I am able to make my own decisions. It isn't like I am fucking around or screwing all kinds of people. I am take my clothes off for money and masturbate in front of my camera for money. I am alone in my house.


On another note, someone knocked on the front door once again after 11 pm tonight. I was freaked out but then again this is how many nights in a row now? I am kinda getting used to it by now. I just wonder who it is because everytime that I make it to the door there is nobody there. Craig said it may be the wind or something but there are no tree limbs that hang that close to the door. I made a little bit of fun about it and said that we let Casper out and now s/he is trying to come back in the house and don't want to barge in without being invited into the home. Lol. 


Anyways, on yet another note, I got all of my linguire in the mail today, the only thing I am waiting on are my heels. I can't wait until I get them and then I would have the whole shabang for my job. :) I already noticed that I had more ppl show up tonight than what normally shows up in my other shoes and I am guessing it was because of what I was wearing. When I get enough money I am going to be buying more linguire to wear to work in. :) A little variety. I am also tripping out a little bit on how bad my scars look and how fat I am as well as how white I am. I have diet pills that I am waiting on and I researched on how to get rid of scars naturally, now it is just going to take time for everything. I am thinking about doing some research on how much it would be for like a membership for unlimited tanning or some shit like that. I want to get fairly dark skinned like I once was.


Anyways, I guess that is enough of me for now. I hope everyone has a great night!!! Feel free to comment or ask questions!!!

More updating

well, i have started a new job online. I started it almost a month ago. I am doing webcam modeling and it fairly pays well as long as i work. I get side tracked or I feel like shit at times. I actually love doing it. I don't get paid as much as I would like to. I guess that I need to up my rates. I have done that before and nobody wanted to take me to private. I can sort of understand it but then again, I dunno. I need to find the rest of my cute sexy panties, lol. It seems like my customers like those better than my granny panties. Hell who the fuck could blame them? I am a panty person in a way. I think all kinds of panties are cute on women no matter what they look like. Nothing wrong with it. I should be getting my thongs and stuff in the mail sometime this week and I can not wait by any means.


I wasn't able to work while my kiddos were down and then I woke up this morning sick. Ugh. I hate being sick. Hopefully I am able to go to sleep before to long. On another note I have been tripping out a lot these last few nights, someone has been coming late at night and knocking on the door and getting the dog riled up. The first night it was at 10 pm and tonight it was around 10 pm and at midnight. I just don't know what the hell to think about that. Anyways, I have blogged enough. Hopefully I will blog more in the future. Don't hesitate to leave me comments. Yes camming is free to do and it is an easy way to make money. :)