Bored

I am so bored right now. It seems like my husband is ALWAYS working anymore. So much has happened to me lately and I am about to go crazy. I have been on a cleaning spree for the past 2 days, bleaching down everything!! A lot of people have asked me if I was "nesting". WTH people, I am not pregnant!!! I am just tired of this place looking the way that it does. Our puppy I am about so ready to get rid of her. I love her to death and I finally got her to quit using the carpet as a bathroom. She will go on the linoleum now. I just sit here at home anymore, because apparently I don't have a life. Hubby works almost every day. He works 2 jobs. I am not working because I can't. I am in excruciating pain lately from over doing it with my back.

I went to the dr the other day and he said I have aquired disk displacia, whatever the hell that is. I have another back surgery scheduled for July 11th (7/11). I have to be there at 5:30 in the morning and my surgery is supposed to be at 7 that morning. That is the earliest I have ever been scheduled. I wish my immune system wasn't all screwed up. This time I am going to wear a pull up and I am going to act like I forgot all about wearing it. They can easily cut it or pull it down compared to panties. The iv they stick me on makes me want to pee constantly so just in case I am leaving a pull up on to catch it all since I am incontinent. I hope and pray this surgery fixes everything that is numb on me. I want all my feeling back. Well, I guess I have gripped enough. Imma find something on tv to watch as usual.