This Week

I have been through so much crap this past week it ain't even funny. I called my nuerosurgeon and asked if I could reschedule and it turns out that I am not able to reschedule until my pcp (primary care physician) clears me of staph and MRSA so that I can reschedule. So, I had to make a dr's appt for Wed and I went to my pcp to get the tests ran and I have to wait until Monday for the results. Then I had therapy yesterday and I found out that my therapist is friggin 8 months pregnant almost. I was like wtf? How in the hell did I miss that? I have been going to see here for a few months now. She is just a little bit chubby, but that is it. She doesn't have a round belly or anything to that nature, so how was I supposed to know that she is pregnant. Lol. This is her first and she is having a little boy. I think that is so adorable. I told her boys are great to have for your first. :) I told her I went from having 2 of them to having 4 when I got married.

I am glad my therapist finally got my records in from Newport. It took them a long fucking time to get my records and that took me snapping at fucking Newport over that bs. I am out of my bi-polar meds which sucks ass, so I have been a bitch lately. I have to have 4 visits with this therapist before she will make a dr appt to get my meds. It is fucking crazy!!! Craig is getting the worse end of it. Oh, speaking of Craig, we went to subway the other day and they got his sandwhich wrong and he took that shit out on me and he threatened to beat the hell out of me right in the middle of WAL-MART, I mean wtf?!?! I grabbed my wallet and walked the fuck out. I put up with shit like that from my first husband and I told Craig before we even got married that I am not going to put up with that shit from any man. So, I went out in the car and I left, about 30 mins to an hour Craig found out where I parked the car and then he yelled at me and so on and so forth and then he got over it and appologized. I told him that I had warned him and that was me warning him that, that will never happen again or I am gone for good.

Ok, on another note I went to my nephew, Aisea's graduation last night. It was awesome. He was jumping up and down because he had to go potty. He held it for a long time, I am so proud of him. I won't be able to get my boys for Mother's Day, because their daddy has them in Batesville still. They aren't allowed at Jacksonport just yet and it is driving me nuts. I miss my kids and I can't call to check on them or talk to them because their dad gets pissy about his phone mins. We got a new puppy yesterday, we named her Precious, she is a siberian husky mix. She is so adorable and sweet. She will be 7 weeks old tomorrow (Saturday). She has one blue eye and one brown eye. I will have to take pics of her. I will be going to mom and dads on Sunday for Mother's Day. I got my sis and my mom a mother's day card a piece and I bet they will cry when they read them. My sister started crying when she seen how much pain I was in sitting through my nephews graduation. I was hurting so bad and holding back so many tears, but I finally made it through. I have a feeling if this pain keeps up I am going to have to up my meds which I definently don't want to do. Wednesday was Kimi's birthday. I forgot how old she is, but the only present she got from family was a niece, which is awesome. I took her out to eat, got her a birthday card, and bought her a tinkerbell balloon. She loves tinkerbell. She couldn't thank me enough for all of that. She is supposed to be having a birthday party tonight, but I honestly don't see that happening.

Anyways, I think that is enough about me. I will try to blog more and update everyone on everything. Happy Mother's Day to everyone!!!