Tripping

Well, so much has happened this week. Craig got two new jobs, and the one for walmart he had to turn down because he got his security job where he works 4 nights a week and is on call when they need him. I have been hearing and seeing a lot of things, and I am not the only one. The other night, I kept hearing a guy humming, I was in the bathroom when I first heard it and I just thought it was the radio because it is just on the other side of the wall from where I was. I asked Craig if it was him and he asked me what I was talking about, I told him nevermind. When I came back into the bedroom, I started to tell him what I had heard and I then heard it again. I asked him if he heard the man humming and he said no and asked me if I still heard it. I told him yes, but it was fading out. Then I looked toward the tv and plain as day seen a shadowy figure that looked like a man crouching down staring at me, I told Craig about it, but he said he don't remember me telling him that. Later on that night when I "fell asleep" I dreamed that I was wide awake and being choked. I could feel it clearly. I was even slipping in and out of consciousness. It was really tripping me out. Then I somehow woke up or came too and I noticed the figure wasn't there anymore and that only 30 mins had elapsed from when I closed my eyes, so who's to say I wasn't awake to begin with when all of this happened.

The next morning I got up and went to the bathroom and Craig asked me if I was ok. I told him yes, and asked him why, he said I heard a woman crying and thought it was you. I said it wasn't me. Not even 5 mins later, he said, Leslie, what are you laughing at? I said wtf are you talking about, I am not laughing at all, why would I be. I came into the bedroom and he said Leslie, I could have swore it was you, and he asked me if I was pulling his leg. I said no, I promise I am not pulling your leg. I said remember last night when I told you I heard a man humming and all that stuff, he said, no I don't remember that. So I told him.

Then tonight, I came to bed, it was hotter than hell in here to me and Craig was freezing to death. I swear I heard someone in the bathroom, so I looked that way and at the same time I looked at exactly 4:44am hubby's work clothes and the door moved like someone had ran into them walking in or out of the room. It really tripped the hell out of me. I asked Craig if he seen that, but of course he is sound asleep. I will end up telling him about it or him reading it tomorrow.

The dogs have been acting strange these last few days as well. I also found out Wed, that I have a staph infection and I have to be treated for it, so I am doing all of that crap. I have also been having episodes where I am blacking out or passing out. That has been basically going on since I came home from Texas. Tonight, I got all light headed and stuff and couldn't figure out for the life of me what is going on, so I took my bp (blood pressure) and it had dropped from abnormal to a normal bp. I was shocked and was wondering why in the world would I feel like I am going to pass out when my bp jumps from high to normal. I haven't smoked any cigs for damn near 3 weeks now. Everytime I think about them, I get sick, or nauseated. That is a good thing, as long as it keeps happening I won't start smoking again. I can't say I haven't craved them, but once I crave long enough and not follow through the sicker I feel. Neil told me the other day when he was over he wished that he could do like I did and just up and quit one day. I told him that I believe smoking was the cause of a lot of my problems.

I hope and pray that I get to hear from ss saying that I have been approved, I can really use the money right now, the way that I am behind on bills and all. They will only let me extend out for so long before they start  saying we have gave you enough breaks already. We have never went past an extension date as of yet. Anyways, time for me to go pee and then go to bed. Craig got off of work at 1 this morning and finally went to bed about 10 mins ago, so since this monitor is so big and bright, it is time for me to post and go to bed myself. I hope all has a great night/day!!! Good night everyone!!