Sick and Tired

I am so sick and tired of trying to make things work out between Craig and I. I just don't know how much longer this is going to work out. He always throws a fucking temper tantrum every time I ask him to do something.

He slams things, throws things, and gets pissy over everything and he says he loves me and stuff but his fucking game is more important than me apparently. I know that we have had a rough couple of days but I can't handle this shit anymore. The more that he does this, the closer I am getting to the door. I am so ready to pack my shit and go and he doesn't realize it.

I am already in the state of a mental breakdown and I just can't do this crap anymore. I got tired of this shit with Victor and Jason and I am not going to put up with it. Craig is turning into both of them in one package. He needs a reality check and he just don't keep getting it. I will save my money for a divorce, I am not fucked up one bit about getting a divorce anymore. I will not get remarried. I have been through so much hell with him and I am just sick and tired of everything.


Craig, please get a reality check. If you don't stop some of your childish shit, I am gone! I will be gone for good. You are pushing me out of your life and I am tired of telling you that. I hear I am going to change and all this bullshit and I haven't seen it as of yet. Wake up and smell the coffee. I love you to death and I see myself growing old with you, but the more you act like this and play your game and act like I am not here, the more you are shoving me away. Remember in the Hotel we actually had good conversations with each other and you found out stuff you didn't even know when your fucking nose wasn't in the computer screen or at work? I actually felt loved and wanted by you.


You need to change or I am going to go. It is your choice.