I have been so depressed lately and I have been pmsing and today my vaginal numbness has really gotten me upset and depressed. It really sucks that I can't have sex nor enjoy sex or masturbation because of the no feeling in my private area. Nobody understands how it is really. I don't know if it can be fixed at all. I can handle being incontinent both ways, but I cannot handle not being able to enjoy sex.
I know sex isn't everything, but it is something that I really enjoy/enjoyed. I can handle a lot of things out of life. I can handle being treated like shit, I can am already thinned out as thin as I can be stretched. To bad that it didn't make me no skinnier. I just dunno if I can honestly do this anymore. I want to be able to have sex with my husband like I used to be able to do, and I can't do that, ain't been able to do it in like 7 or 8 months. It is just really adgetating me.
I just can't do this anymore. I wish I knew someone that had the same problem as me, or I could find a forum or something. I just really need to talk and need to know on which way to go. Anyways, I will hush up, or try to anyways.
No comments:
Post a Comment