I am doing this blog in the color I feel right now. I feel so blue (singing Blue by Leanne Rhymes). Last night I started crying non-stop (while watching Duck Dynasty) about 9 to 10 pm. All of my loved ones starting going through my head that has passed as well as my pets that have passed as well. I for the life of me couldn't figure out why I was having major crying spells.
My grandma (D.T) stayed on my mind while I was trying to figure everything out. At 11:58 pm I noticed what day it was fixing to be and that would be my grandma's birthday if she was still alive. I cannot stop thinking about her and crying. I miss her so much. I can't tell how much that I miss her and I know the rest of my family do too. I know she is up there, teaching everyone and carrying for everyone as well as the animals. I know she is taking care of my animals until I make it up there. I miss them all like crazy. Family was my comfort zone and when I moved my animals became my comfort zone. When you live an hour away from your children it is hard not to feel love back.
When my grandma passed away, a part of me died too. When 3 of my 5 pets passed away, even more of me died too. I wish there was a way that I could raise awareness here in Jackson County about adopting animals. You are saving a life when you do that. There are many animals on death row here and it really upsets me. The pound is full because the humane society can't take in anymore because they are over their limit as it is. They can only hold/kennel 67 max and right now they have over 90 dogs. There is a puppy on death row right now in Corning and it is really hard to keep her from being killed on Monday or Tuesday and here it is Saturday.
Enough about pets. I still haven't been asleep yet and I know that I am just rambling on. Well, I think it is time for me to get off of here and go to sleep. Hope everyone has a great day today.
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