More Blogging

Yeah, I think that I am way to used to blogging anymore. I have two sites to blog on, and it is this one and live journal. I have had a lot of things bother me here lately and I honestly don't know where or where not to start. I am loving my job tremendously and I can't believe how much I am in love with it. I guess the main thing is that I am afraid that my family will find out what I am doing but in the same sense I am a grown ass adult and I am able to make my own decisions. It isn't like I am fucking around or screwing all kinds of people. I am take my clothes off for money and masturbate in front of my camera for money. I am alone in my house.


On another note, someone knocked on the front door once again after 11 pm tonight. I was freaked out but then again this is how many nights in a row now? I am kinda getting used to it by now. I just wonder who it is because everytime that I make it to the door there is nobody there. Craig said it may be the wind or something but there are no tree limbs that hang that close to the door. I made a little bit of fun about it and said that we let Casper out and now s/he is trying to come back in the house and don't want to barge in without being invited into the home. Lol. 


Anyways, on yet another note, I got all of my linguire in the mail today, the only thing I am waiting on are my heels. I can't wait until I get them and then I would have the whole shabang for my job. :) I already noticed that I had more ppl show up tonight than what normally shows up in my other shoes and I am guessing it was because of what I was wearing. When I get enough money I am going to be buying more linguire to wear to work in. :) A little variety. I am also tripping out a little bit on how bad my scars look and how fat I am as well as how white I am. I have diet pills that I am waiting on and I researched on how to get rid of scars naturally, now it is just going to take time for everything. I am thinking about doing some research on how much it would be for like a membership for unlimited tanning or some shit like that. I want to get fairly dark skinned like I once was.


Anyways, I guess that is enough of me for now. I hope everyone has a great night!!! Feel free to comment or ask questions!!!