The Pain!!!

I am so sick and tired of being in pain. I am always in pain and the days that I am not in pain, I end up in lots of pain just by doing simple stuff. I don't know how much more I can handle. I have been constantly cleaning up every day for the last 2 weeks and I can't literally do it anymore.

Our puppy pooped everywhere within the first hour she was out of the crate this afternoon. I swear she shit 10 times within an hours time. To solve the pooping problem, I finally had to give her away to someone that I know will take good care of her and her have her own big back yard to run and play in and she can poop whereever she wants to and she is back with the other two of my pups that I had given to my friend here while back.

I am literally in so much pain from constantly bending over to pick up or clean up poop or vacuuming or steam cleaning or even leaning over to put dishes in the dishwasher. I can't handle this stuff much more. I wish surgery would hurry up and come on. My youngest son is going to his daddy's on Monday. After the 4th I am going to have nothing but non stop appointments and then the Monday after that I am going to have surgery that morning of the 11th. I am excited, I just hope and pray that all my sores hurry up and heal up.

I am using two different kinds of soaps to heal myself up, my other problem is I am rubbed raw, but I can heal quicker from being rubbed raw than having sores on me, due to my immune system. Anyways, please everyone pray for me, I really want to be healed up skin wise so that I can definently have my surgery on July 11th.