Strangeness

I have no clue as to what has been going on with me the last few days. I have been hearing voices and seeing things a lot more than normal and I just feel so drained anymore. When I wake up from the bedroom and come into the living room it is like all my energy just gets drained. I dunno what is doing it or what is going on. Craig can vouche for me sleeping more and I can be wide awake and then just be out like a light but it always seems to happen when I am in the living room.

Our trailer is pretty small and I really like it. I don't want to move but at the same time I want a bigger place. I just dunno. Something is here and I don't know what it is. Everytime I watch a ghost show of some sort I start seeing a shadow in the kitchen. Today I done an evp session when it was daylight out and it was approximately 1:30 pm and after I done a 2 1/2 min evp session and played it back I can hear a voice over mine but you can't make it out and I got some growls that really startled me. Growls represent demonic entities which I do not like the thought of at all. I have also been having strange ass dreams that I got this place blessed many many many times and the entity would not go away.

I feel that it is me. My parents think that I am a sensative which is close to a psychic, but I dunno. I just say I pick up vibes and aura's. It is just really hard to explain. The thunder and lightening has really got me up in the air tonight, normally that is more cause of paranormal activity. I have had a few more things going on with me. I am definently wanting another baby, but we just don't have the money for it. If I can get my disability, I would most definently try my best to get a loan or something. I am thinking about getting a vehicle, paying it off, and then getting a house and paying on it, and then getting a tubal reversal.

I really love Craig and I can't see myself not being with him. Him and I were picking on each other earlier and it was nice to pick on someone and them not get mad or pissed about it. Anyways, I guess I will get off of here and watch Paranormal State. Hopefully, if I feel drained again I can manage to make it in the bedroom to go to sleep.