Lalalala

Well, here I am. I am about to friggin go crazy. It is 6:17 am and I have no been to sleep as of yet. I guess I am just so excited about hubby's job interview that I can't really sleep at all. I really really really want to sleep, but I am just so excited and have a great feeling about his interview, that I just can't sleep. I am going to be like this tonight too if I don't get any sleep, because tomorrow I am getting to meet Risa. Risa, is a good friend of mine. Her and I have never met, but we haven't went one day without talking as of yet. I really like her and she is awesome.

I just wish that she lived closer, a lot closer, but oh well, shit happens for a reason. On to a new subject. Hubby has a job interview at Lowe's for a Management position. His interview is at 9:15 and I am hoping and praying that he gets it. I have a feeling also that here pretty soon, I am fixing to come into a little bit of money. I really think I am going to get my disability, but I am not sure, but I am really praying that I get it and I do have a really good feeling about it. I know God will grant me this. I didn't have any good feelings about last time that I applied, but I have a really good feeling about this time. If I got my disability, hubby and I wouldn't have to worry about any bills at all really. My check would pay rent plus more than half of the utility bills.

That is something that I worry about alot. Bills and rent. If we can't pay rent we are evicted and hubby and I have nowhere to go. This place is on a down slope, but this trailer is getting to be like home. It is a roof over our head. We have a great freaking landlord, we are in a quiet park where you don't have to worry about any noise. The only noise that you hear is the dogs barking at each other or someone they don't know. When it gets a little bit warmer, there is a few things that I am wanting to do outside. I am getting a little better at walking even though the feeling isn't coming back. I also done some research on gynocologists and on urologists. I dunno which one I need to contact first, but I will figure that out. I have to find out how much the first visit will be. I hope I get my school money before the 27th, because I have a therapy appointment that I really need to go to.

I mean typing my feelings and stuff out really helps me out alot and it keeps me from snapping at hubby. I am getting a little bit better at all of this. BTW, if you see any ads, click on them and just check them out, there are alot of interesting things. Anyways, I guess I have typed enough, I am going to get on facebook and play around on baking life for a little while. Hope everyone has a great night/day. :) I know I probably will.