Awake

Well, I am not sure what all to type right now. Lol. I am awake early. I have already smoked me a cig. I have slept pretty good since Sunday night. I played a few games on facebook and here I am. My weekend went pretty good besides the lack of sleep. I stayed with my mom and dad and my youngest son. I had a great weekend. I miss my boys already and I am going to have to call them sometime today. School has been going pretty good, besides my teacher making long assignments not very far from each other. I just found out late last night that I had an assignment due last night. I am getting tired of her grading on the OV Scores. I mean they are going to be high whenever everyone is answering questions that she wants us to answer, so yes our OV score is going to be close to high whenever everyone posts pretty much the same thing. I am really trying but this class is about to drive me nuts by her posting high things like that.

Anywho, I started a group/website called the Arkansas Paranormal Society. It is a ghost hunting group. I dunno what it is but all weekend I kept seeing shadows and stuff. I told my husband about it and Joshua brought it up to my dad and my dad so oh, you are just seeing things Josh. Josh told me, momma I seen it, I said I know baby, I seen it too. My dad later on told me that he has seen a few shadows and heard voices and stuff and nobody be there to do that. He has smelled smoke and stuff like that as well, but he just says it is Grandma or my Uncle that is coming to visit him. I wouldn't doubt that either way. I believe that our family members do come back and watch over us. My nephew has seen my grandma quite a few times since she had past away. He will out of the blue say momma, gamma gamma, hi gamma. It freaks my sister out because he can see her but she can't. I guess it is because we believe in this stuff and children are more prone to see things than we are.

I consider myself sensative, I can pick up vibes of people and places and I find that kind of weird. Sometimes, my dad will take me places and not tell me anything about it and ask me what happened there, somethings that happened while I was a baby and before I was born. Sometimes I get it write and sometimes I don't, but it is all good either way. Nobody is perfect and I am not a psychic. Anywho, my friend is online, so I am going to chat with her. I always look forward to chatting with her, she is an awesome woman and I really like her. I will blog later.