Monday, March 26, 2012
Tired
Theres just so much shit on my mind anymore. Its hard to type it all from my phone. Ugh. Y me?!?'
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Scared Shitless
Ugh, I have so much stuff on my mind that it ain't even funny. I have had constant doctor visits. I am supposed to start college in another week or so. I haven't been in college in a few months. I am also supposed to have another back surgery. I have been scared shitless over this coming up back surgery it is pitiful. I was supposed to have surgery this morning but after the doctor got done with the surgery that was before me he passed out.
His sugar dropped really low (hes a diabetic) and once they brought him to and got him fully awake he wanted to go ahead and do my surgery but the hospital staff told him no, that he needed to go home and get some rest. I layed in that bed for hours with an iv in my arm that hurt like hell. So yet again I got sent home on a day that I was supposed to have surgery and the nurse was supposed to call me and let me know the new date to come in for my surgery and the nurse never called so now I am waiting and freaking out hoping and praying that hopefully this week I will get the surgery to clear up this pain that I am having. My doctor knew how much pain I have been in and the fact that I have a pinched nerve and my right leg goes numb or tingles really bad as well as severe hip pain, he wanted to relieve that for me and that is why he wanted to go ahead and do my surgery once he got his sugar back up where it needed to be.
I am dreading having to call in the morning and find out when my rescheduled appointment is, but at the same time, I just want it over with. I got my kids this past weekend after not having them for a few weeks. On Jan 2 I was in the ER over night. I had like 40 x-rays done a long with a ct scan to find out wth was wrong with me and finally they had to do an in out cath that determined that I had a severe uti. The one and only UTI that I have ever had in my whole 28 years of being alive. I guess that is a sign of my old age coming on. Lol.
They put me on antibiotics and while I was having my severe hot flashes and puking from all of the pain that I was in as well as the antibiotics fighting the infection, my husband got a phone call on the 4th at approximately 11:30 am saying that his dad just passed away and his dad was only 56 years old. He passed away at home from a severe heart attack. They said that it was over before it started. Chances are he felt a sharp pain and he was gone that quick. He didn't suffer and we are all glad that he didn't suffer from it.
We stayed in Mountain Home until the 6th and then we had to go to Newport because I had a doctors appointment. His funeral was the following Monday at Alicia and Strangers Home Cemetery. I told my dad that I had no clue what to tell my husband because I haven't lost a parent and I hope and pray that I don't loose one anytime soon either. I have had that thought on my mind as well. My husband is doing fairly well now, the whole family is staying strong and helping each other through this time and I am trying my best to help them out as much as possible.
On another note, my husbands ex is still showing her ass and not letting him see his children. She won't even talk to him. When the kids say momma, daddy want to talk to you, she gets on the phone and hangs up on him which is bs. She knows that she is in contempt of court and once we get the lawyer paid up, she will have about 10 counts of contempt of court if not more that she will be charged with. Anyways, I have literally typed so much and so fast that my computer is freezing because it just can't keep up. I will post again tomorrow as soon as I find out something about the rescheduling of my appt.
I will talk to you all later. Have a great day!!!
His sugar dropped really low (hes a diabetic) and once they brought him to and got him fully awake he wanted to go ahead and do my surgery but the hospital staff told him no, that he needed to go home and get some rest. I layed in that bed for hours with an iv in my arm that hurt like hell. So yet again I got sent home on a day that I was supposed to have surgery and the nurse was supposed to call me and let me know the new date to come in for my surgery and the nurse never called so now I am waiting and freaking out hoping and praying that hopefully this week I will get the surgery to clear up this pain that I am having. My doctor knew how much pain I have been in and the fact that I have a pinched nerve and my right leg goes numb or tingles really bad as well as severe hip pain, he wanted to relieve that for me and that is why he wanted to go ahead and do my surgery once he got his sugar back up where it needed to be.
I am dreading having to call in the morning and find out when my rescheduled appointment is, but at the same time, I just want it over with. I got my kids this past weekend after not having them for a few weeks. On Jan 2 I was in the ER over night. I had like 40 x-rays done a long with a ct scan to find out wth was wrong with me and finally they had to do an in out cath that determined that I had a severe uti. The one and only UTI that I have ever had in my whole 28 years of being alive. I guess that is a sign of my old age coming on. Lol.
They put me on antibiotics and while I was having my severe hot flashes and puking from all of the pain that I was in as well as the antibiotics fighting the infection, my husband got a phone call on the 4th at approximately 11:30 am saying that his dad just passed away and his dad was only 56 years old. He passed away at home from a severe heart attack. They said that it was over before it started. Chances are he felt a sharp pain and he was gone that quick. He didn't suffer and we are all glad that he didn't suffer from it.
We stayed in Mountain Home until the 6th and then we had to go to Newport because I had a doctors appointment. His funeral was the following Monday at Alicia and Strangers Home Cemetery. I told my dad that I had no clue what to tell my husband because I haven't lost a parent and I hope and pray that I don't loose one anytime soon either. I have had that thought on my mind as well. My husband is doing fairly well now, the whole family is staying strong and helping each other through this time and I am trying my best to help them out as much as possible.
On another note, my husbands ex is still showing her ass and not letting him see his children. She won't even talk to him. When the kids say momma, daddy want to talk to you, she gets on the phone and hangs up on him which is bs. She knows that she is in contempt of court and once we get the lawyer paid up, she will have about 10 counts of contempt of court if not more that she will be charged with. Anyways, I have literally typed so much and so fast that my computer is freezing because it just can't keep up. I will post again tomorrow as soon as I find out something about the rescheduling of my appt.
I will talk to you all later. Have a great day!!!
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